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Okay so for starters my boyfriend got his phone taken so i didnt get to talk to him as much as usual. and then i keep forgetting to write my essay for western civilization. and then i got demerits for sleeping in biology because i stayed up all night doing homework. and on top of it all....it seems like everybody has an issue with me these days. like no matter what i do to try and make people hapy...it always ends in me being unhappy. i hate it. nothing good ever happens to me. i never get the solo in choir. the same four people ALWAYS DO. its the same guy who everyone thinks is perfect but in reality he's a complete jerk who would cheat on his girlfriend in a split second if given the chance. i hate him. i can't do the musical. im seeing a counsler. what the hell is going on with my life?????

Second: Someone who i thought was one of my best friends just completely ignores me now. like...he wont even look in my direction. and it hurts. ecause i always thought i could confide in him. no matter what. and now i can't even make eye contact wiht him. i mean i came close to dating him a few times. its just really frisustrating when somebody you love completely ignores you when you need them most.

Third: him. what. the. hell. he lied to her about me and said he wanted nothing to do with me. and that he hadn't seen me since he left. and basically said that i was her "replacement" while she had a girlfriend. really? really? you leav as the sweetest guy in the world and come back ordering people around and lying like a complete asshole. what is the matter with you. what did i do to make you act this way. what did i say that pissed you off. what?? why??? please answer me!